The Most Fake Person in the World

After more than a year living in a squeezy city, i finally realised how tough to be a fake person in the event of surviving yourself.

I am talking about if you never "acting" in front of people, you might not really know the "technique" to be a fake person.

Do you ever felt that, someone you are hated the most, but sometimes you still have to talk to them, smile to them, or even work with them.

In fact, it is naturally borned behaviour. If you want to to survive, you must have the basic survival skill - act fake.

Certainly, act fake is only apply to some situation and to some particular persons. It could be to your superior, to your customer, or to stranger etc....

In reality, when come to certain circumstances, you are forced to act fake. Especially when you are always facing someone, who always thought that they are the genious in the world, therefore, they love to govern you as a dog, treat you as a maid, talk with you like a cheapor slavery. Because, to them, you are not a human, but is a no value asset, ownership for them 24x7. F***

You cannot imagine, after working hour, someone still thinking i am the "asset" of the company, or even "asset" to somebody. It make me feel living in a army camp but better than a prisoner, because, i still can get pay.

I realised, the ideal way to survive myself in this kind of environment, is - you got to be fake. In fact, somebody to make themselve survice, they even did something beyond your imagination, for instance, "topless and bottless yourself"...... so act fake is just "makan kacang".

Well, it's time to continue act fake.

Chinchilla

recently, i am thinking and planning to keep my own pet.

I cannot think of any pet or animal that i like except Chin Chin.

I started to love chinchilla when i was in secondary school. I was being told that, when i want to parenting a pet, i must be get myself independant first.

Indeed, now i thought is the best timing, i am financial independant, i got more time especially during weekend...etc

But still, it doesn't help at all. Simply because, this Chin Chin doesn't give any ROI, return on investment.

I do not know why i cannot insisted to do whatever i like, I doubted since when i was lost this kind of aggresiveness to fight for whatever i like.

But, no matter how, i still love you Chin Chin. I'll be backed for you.

I am Who I am

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18)

Optimistic and honest. Sweet

Personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent.

Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional.

Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique.

Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

Advise and Comment

Sometimes, when people get lost in their mind, is very hard for them to make a decision. At this moment, advise or some comment appear do help people in evaluating the decision.

Yesterday, I had given some comment to a friend. (Due to privacy, i choose not to unveil the case)

After talked to her, i cannot sleep the whole night, i start worried the words came out from my mouth will be affected her decision, or rather say will she make a wrong decision.

But, what i concern is, without some tough words, she cannot make up any mind, her life will be always control by other people, she live for other instead of herself.

Indeed, she is the one who facing the reality and fact in her whole life, friends and family will only act as supporters. Without a tough mind, nothing going to be succeed.

From her case, i felt nothing much is secure, marriage? friendship? definitely NO ...
Trust Yourself

Stand up all ladies!!!

A very satisfied Thai Buffet

It is a hazy day...suppose to say these 2 days. The weather cause me felt very upset and dry, i woke up late and hunger for food.

I met some freinds in a shopping centre close to home. Total 5 of us wondered what we can eat since everyone had bored the food here.

We walked around and think and think again, just saw too many renovation projects undergoing there.

Agha...Siam Kitchen we finally saw that restaurant...in fact we were hovering in front the shop as we were not confidence at all to taste the luch buffet there.

Eventually, we decided go inside and still wondering buffet or alacarte.

"Ok try buffet" , we all agreed.

****

"Wao delicious, not bad...." here the sound when the first dish - yellowish pineapple rice served.

Then the following dishes keep served...and totally 15 types of dishes, comprise salads, soup, rice, chicken wings, prawn balls, kailan, my lovely kangkung, fish cake, different type of curry etc.

We were so excited and satisfied the meals, we were kept refill the mango salad and tomyam soup (only for PekYun) for 3 times...indeed the meals were really tasty and value for money.

The buffet is served by waitress and we can refill the meals unlimited.

I belief it is a great place where family and friends can have their weekend gathering here, with food, spice that make hair-scalp itchy and laugh.

Yummy !

here the link:-
http://www.siamkitchen.com.sg/index.htm

休息…

“在社會大學待一年多后，很迷茫的放下一切，來到一個陌生的地方，東山再起。”
這麼大膽的決定，甚至可說神經、任性的行為，我想非我而不為!

2007年底，工作與生活壓力，迫使我放棄之前付出的努力，愿意聽從標老爺的說服，拋下工作，進入半休狀態。

當初很不舍得就如此離開與我一起拼搏的都市及朋友，很無奈，很茫然…不清楚是否如我所願的東山再起。

沒想到，一個純粹要休息，想放鬆一下身心的理由，是多麼的奢侈，多佘。

萬萬沒想到，外來的因素、猜測及各種得應付的問題，無疑已成了一股壓力，休息談何容易啊！

尤其是佳節時刻，朋友及親戚集聚一堂，話題都是豪無創意，大家還未問出口，我心里已經凖備好多元化的答案，以滿足大家的好奇之心。

“不做工，要做什麼，你想做什麼啊？”
“那有人像你還沒找到工，就辭職？”
“你是在選工 ”。

原來休息是不簡單，半休也不容易，大家可不用擔心，因為我可是天生一副賤骨頭，怎能離開勞碌命！

標老爺常說，自己清楚方向，何必向人交代；船航出半海，總會有靠岸的一天，只要船不回頭。

非常謝謝老爺一直以來的堅持與信念，我才不至於跌落谷底。

雖然最近有閱讀一些書，但書並沒有啟發自己什麼，反而是夹在書中的一個書籤。

這書籤上寫著一句静思語：甘願做，歡喜受 (Be willing to do, be happy to accept)

既然我已經決定這樣做，就得心甘情願繼續，開心的去接受吧！